pondelok 24. novembra 2008

new years Eve 08/09


Yeah we found place!

already me and one person singed in !


New Years Eve in Slovakia, no international guests :( but still cool topic...

how to change the world.... fight alcohol...lets get active !


very welcome ...

štvrtok 20. novembra 2008

winter is here

yeah winter is here...
I am wearing tights under jeans ... gloves... and socks inside the house, days are shorter...
I also manage to fell down on ice today...

yeah winteer is here :D

utorok 18. novembra 2008

14.11.2008

I have friends...good ones... best ones

I have friends who send me messages even though I am 2000 km aways and we didn´t talk for 4 month
I have friends who fly those 2000km just to be with me and have small vacations. They bring me gifts and spend with me
I have friends who give me comics so I can learn swedish and made me my own Kladkaka.
I have friends who made me a hat!!!, bought DVD, print pictures, prepared me a tiramisu !!, cause they like me and they want me to feel special
I have friends who are sad when I left the city at my birthday ...wrote me funny messages...paint picture ...prepare surprise.. actually no one every prepared a surprise party for me.
I have friends who call me and sing at my birthday, wish me all the best and are happy that they can prepare small sursprise for me.

I have friends
I love them
I am very thankfull to them

my best B day ...!

too soon for conclusions...

end of my dream
end of my movie
where would you run
...directly to me

all those small lies
telling to myself
it hasn´t been wise
believing with no evidence

take all your things
story and broken wings
open the door
and let the fresh air in..

štvrtok 13. novembra 2008

Oslo trip...got more that I expected 2

just small foot note to the previous entry...

My expectation to this trip were mostly talk with old friends and sightseeing in Oslo. But suddenly I realized that we talked much about Active, Juvente Norway kamaratstöd and all this stuff that made me think even harder... gave me inspiration and energy.

Now the question is how to use it and be special/better volunteer/person then the previous one?

streda 12. novembra 2008

best love song ...thx Sance


Kate Nash - nicest thing... no more words needed

All I know is that you're so nice,
You're the nicest thing I've seen.
I wish that we could give it a go,
See if we could be something.
I wish I was your favourite girl,
I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world.
I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile,
I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style.
I wish you couldn't figure me out,
But you always wanna know what I was about.
I wish you'd hold my hand when I was upset,
I wish you'd never forget the look on my face when we first met.
I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly,
'Cos it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see.
Basically, I wish that you loved me,
I wish that you needed me,
I wish that you knew when I said two sugars, actually I meant three.
I wish that without me your heart would break,
Yea, I wish that without me you'd be spending the rest of your nights awake.
I wish that without me you couldn't eat,
Yea, I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep.
Look,All i know is that you're the nicest thing I've ever seen
And I wish we could see if we could be somethingYea,
I wish we could see if we could be something

Oslo trip...got more that I expected

5 hour in bus and you are in Oslo (but the bus has to move, not just stand on the parking :).
feeling unconfortable with all the people around..not used to it anymore... jumping on my floor bed...just happy... feeling like staring at hip hop movie...laught at the carrot performance...amazed how two people can fit each other, like two puzzle pieces... seeing two friends who met after long long time...

Sitting in the apartment with two bosnians, eating their moussaka, singing macedonian songs, talking about war, life down there. Comparing with mine.
Thanks to Active/EVS I can visit almost whole Europe... remembering my summer when one week I decide to go to Spain and I went. No visa, no permission, just cheap R. ticket.
during the war, there were times when we didnt have even water...
I felt respect cause those *western* people should know more...
feeling kind of guilty for all the possibilities I have and I am not using them, not appretiate them. How to include more modesty in my life?

talking about kamaratstöd, hvit jul
When my mom drinks and fell asleep at sofa I have to blow out the candels so our house don´t burn down... Andreas 7 years old
...feeling desperate, upset...every one ...EVERY child should feel peace and joy (not only) at christmas!! now I know what I will wish for christmas... a change...at least for someone..

streda 5. novembra 2008

ACTIVE rocks ... once again



too many impression from the last Active seminar are rolling in my head and heart but I will try to sumarized them very soon...
so far I am
happy
i n s p i r e d
amazed
s a t i s f i e d

feeling that A c t i v e r o c k s ! ! !

nedeľa 2. novembra 2008

sakna sverige...

reading blog of my friend/boss :D increased my sweden-sickness ..
can´t wait to see mina vänner again....
I am comming soon!!!!