short one

I am feeling happy...incredible happy...
because of the work...people around..friends...
because of that I have so many news that even after 2 days talking still didn told them all...
because of the mood... luck...solved problems..good news.. pictures..bought tickets - bus&plane
because of the weather...finding the tiger...coming party...
because of her...her and her...
because of h i m ...

h a p p y.. :D

approved

I will stay in Sweden till august...

many new perspective are now opening for me...Albania camp, travelling, learning swedish... what a nice time is in front of me...

can´t wait...

jag gillar min livet i Sverige...

When I first missed you...

I was together with you 4 years, honestly 3 years and 9 months but it took me three month to tell you the final adios ...
first I really missed you one month after the break up when I felt so happy... you know the feeling when I have one song stuck in my head walking, singing, smiling, feel like dancing in the middle of cross road, like I could hug the whole word and I know you loved me when I was like that....and then I found out that I can´t dial your number and ask you out so we can stare together at my new shoes, I can´t send you mms with the picture of the nicest shoes I have ever had, so I just stare at the phone and then I put it back to the pocket and sing the song alone...
second time I missed you when my world started to turn other way around, all of a sudden. i felt like everyone got crazy and i could see only the devilly dark parts of everything. at that time I needed your hug so desperetly, just to have you as the only stabile point in my world...
third time I missed you when I moved to new apartment with the hug bed and I realized that it would be so cool to have you here to heat my feet...
fourth time I missed you when I was seeing some of the stupid comedies you used to like and you used to laught..omg how you could laught... loudly, happily till you lost your breath...
fifth time I missed you when you told me the story about your new girlfriend..i am happy for you but still...you are not mine anymore...
sixth time I missed you when I realized that this words will never reach you... and maybe I want them to..

true friend

a definition of a friend:
friend is someone who writes you sms in the middle of the night because there is a movie with you favourite actor in TV...

Emina you rock !!

swedish children book

yesterday we (me and Eminka) managed to fix something without swedish speaking person with us, not that this is a big problem here in Sweden since everyone, e v e r y o n e, at least understand english. It´s just somehow we always are around someone who can translate it for us.
Eller hur :D yesterday I was at the most beautiful library. Big.. light ..nice smelling ..very close to our home... the registration card has the Orebro castle on the front... for free...
this country still amazes me..
so I borowed a book.. start to read.. wrote every second word on a paper so I can check it in dictionary. But I couldn´t find almost half of it ...
so I checked if I am searching for it in swedish part..
yes I did...
then I started to think this book is in norwegian ..
but there was no O like they usually have.. so it was in swedish ...
so far too complicated book. I would go for lower level - easier book but they are those only with pictures ...
for the curious ones Moa manage to buy new magisk dress and started to attend school :D How this will continue... :D

So you are out..

out off the door
out off the game
...stil in my head.. in my heart...

prep team meeting

Örebro 26 - 29.10.2008 prep team meeting for the Active seminar in Czech

cool weather, cool people, cool cooperation, cool planning, cool milshake, know all sing star songs (at that time) ...

I am very satisfied how the team is working, what program we prepared..can´t wait for participants how they gonna like it...

can´t wait for opinion of our new member in NOM, can´t wait for the opinion/feelings of EVS from Danmark

l o o k i n g f o r w a r d ....

18 days left

for once...

i am FED UP
being funny..... part of the gang..
... being COOL...

For once I wanna be the prettiest, the most beautiful.. love at first sign
For once I wanna be the breathaway-taker, the perfect, the best
For once I wanna mean the world...

for once...for one...for him...