outside the box...on my wall

its new
its big
its shiny
it reflects myself

and maybe it is magical and one can see the true face of him/herself

my new mirror
is outside the box, is on my wall....

5 reasons why do you have to love Norwegians

- they can dance - the craziest and funniest dances u can´t think of
- they can speak english - all of them
- they don´t care what others think about their appearance
- open - mindness
- Juvente skolan - yeah it rocked my world. Over 100 youth - sober !
talking about future projects, enjoying youth from other end of Europe, having fun, perform just to share their skills, huging, cleaning and having disco...jumping having fun.. S O B E R (erdu), playing theater and give standing ovation, appretiate anything you do for them.... seeing that even 10 years age difference doesn´t mean a lack of understanding or having fun...
Yeah they rock - even though they eat a lot of bread and have cold... the cold ... the -16 cold

juvente - join them www.juvente.no

a cork wanted...

you know that feelling when you come to the decision that it is finally over ( with him) and you deleted his name from your mobile/friend list/whatever.
and the next day you dont see his name in your list
and you feel this strange hole inside you..its big, black and empty...
and you try to to fill it with friends, sport, hobbies, tons of ice cream, new hair cut, movies, songs, new home...
and it works, the hole is getting a bit more full but still the final cork is missing


and by you I mean myself...

cleaning

I cleaned
my kitchen
apartment
desktop of my notebook
thoughts
mind
heart

breathing till my lungs hurt

finally...

after 2 weeks of hinding in my apartment I manage to finish some-thing(s)
* move the shelf so I have space for my mirror
* get my bike repair
* check for svenskakursen
* attend aerobic class
* finish my first novel/first chapter

but still missing some-thing to be done....

for those who don´t believe one can make a change

There are people who dont believe one person can change the world. I do believe. And I do believe I am also changing world...at least someones.

f.e. i showed this year to 2 girls ..two friends that they can spent new years eve without alcohol and have awensome fun.

f.e. being myself and doing what I am doing I am inspiration for someone how one can be active, (I dont know what would they say if they would know Kiksun).

f.e. and my sis almost made me cry when she said that becuase of us she is a better person that and she really helped 2 people what she wouldnt do before...

At that time i got the next best xmas present...

absolut cool new years eve !..............thx

Xmas 2008

Christmas should not be about present ... so they say.. but I do mostly looking forward to christmas because of the presents (given and gotten)... and food...and TV programms...and nuts..
This year it was special, I got nice presents, if Iwould not be afraid I would say the nicest.
I got camera so I can take pictures of my other presents
I got cup because the giver knew how I love it
I got place to put pictures in so I feel at home more like at home
I got CD and the nicest words which I can read whenever I need them again and again...

I got lights in the shape of teddy bears - na na na na nan an na :D

I also got many other presents ..appreciate them the same way!

and I also got the opportunity to prepare nice presents for my friends.

i could pack something I know someone likes in 4 different ways and I was absolutely proud about that.

and I also prepared calendar for my sis. To each weak I wrote nice quotations, jokes, things she should do, I even invented a small story about blue Erni...and at the end of the year there are some questions so she can evaluate the previous year... I am so proud!

..aha and Sis liked it ! :D